I’m alone again this Christmas, Just sitting by the window,
Watching lonesome rain fall, with no one to hold
Hugging myself warm, tears falling like the rain
I searched the sky for a sign, with hope to ease the pain
A tinge of love, maybe, as I asked a thousand times
Where have I left my heart? This lonely heart of mine.
A long long way away from home, Fond memories begin
The first sweet touch of a gentle love still lingers from within
Why have it all gone too fast, and did he stop to care?
Where is the smile I used to know, will it no longer be there?
Dreams of future still remain in this lonely heart of mine,
New Year has come and begun, with the sounds of happy cheers
But im still lonely, a little lost, still holding back my tears,
You said to wait, I understand, this kind of love we have
There’s no promise of what will be or, what will there be left
Our love is like a shadow, which is casted in the dark,
Hidden from the view of the world, never to leave a mark
To love like us, you said, it’s hard, and soon it will end
My heart, I know, maybe it’s true, but I cannot pretend
Love is a choice, and a path, we’ve both wanted to take
Lonely days and broken smile, my decision I’ve made
But yet again, I feel so lonely, without you by my side
To love a man like you, I have, forsaken even my pride
These lonely hours slip on by, but never will you see
I understand you love me too, but you’ve got your family
How lonely sometimes I can be, year after year, the same
I’m that lonely girl in your life..the girl without a name..
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Copyright (c)Â Tina Chan 2007.
omgg im SOOO sry to hear you’re going through so much pain..i have gone through worse..so bad i ended up hospitalized with clinical major depression..i have a horrible family that doesnt love me as hard as that is to belive..my mom hates me..my brother uses me for whatever favors he needs n then isnt there for me when i need him..my sister hates me out of jealousy even though she has what i wish i had more than anything..our mothers love..shes spoiled rotten but for some reason still isnt happy and hates my mom…you should email me and ill give you my number..i would LOVE to talk to you seeing that we have both suffered so much..but listen..when they say..it will get better..i really does..i didnt belive it..i have actually tried to kill myself several times in hope to end the pain and misery i felt..but now i’m FINALLY engaged and guna get married and am moving in with my fiancee..i had suffered a horrible loose before that to another that i was supposed to marry but he ABANDON me..after giving him all my youth years..all that we had ben through..he just shut me out..over something that happen that wasnt my fault..i got raped..and he thought i cheated on him..i have seen my therapists for my depression and manyyy more other things i have..they dnt really help..look i really need to talk to you on tha phone..please call me..dnt be shy..we can help each other out..i have been crying in the past few days..561 880 1273 i livei n florida..kisses and hugs..its all gonna be better..its ok..bye <33
What a sad relationship.I’ve been on this scenario in life.When I met a person whom I fall in love with but it’s wrong since from the start I know he has a family.I don’t want to mess up with his married life.I decided to go away even if it hurts me so badly.It’s just so bad that it takes me to long the feeling to die.I really suffered from those feelings.Only things was my biggest mistake was I let myself fall!
This made me tear up. I’m going though this situation; Ilove my ex and I’m just not over him. He has a girlfriend and he told me he’s inlove with her. I cry myself to sleep, thinking about him, thinkin about me, thinking about all that we could be.
you may contact me 96211879. Happy to have chat with you. I may not be there for you during X’mas, but surely can be your voice soul mate