Felix Ker's blog

I’m alone again this Christmas, Just sitting by the window,
Watching lonesome rain fall, with no one to hold
Hugging myself warm, tears falling like the rain
I searched the sky for a sign, with hope to ease the pain
A tinge of love, maybe, as I asked a thousand times
Where have I left my heart? This lonely heart of mine.
A long long way away from home, Fond memories begin
The first sweet touch of a gentle love still lingers from within
Why have it all gone too fast, and did he stop to care?
Where is the smile I used to know, will it no longer be there?
Dreams of future still remain in this lonely heart of mine,
New Year has come and begun, with the sounds of happy cheers
But im still lonely, a little lost, still holding back my tears,
You said to wait, I understand, this kind of love we have
There’s no promise of what will be or, what will there be left
Our love is like a shadow, which is casted in the dark,
Hidden from the view of the world, never to leave a mark
To love like us, you said, it’s hard, and soon it will end
My heart, I know, maybe it’s true, but I cannot pretend
Love is a choice, and a path, we’ve both wanted to take
Lonely days and broken smile, my decision I’ve made
But yet again, I feel so lonely, without you by my side
To love a man like you, I have, forsaken even my pride
These lonely hours slip on by, but never will you see
I understand you love me too, but you’ve got your family
How lonely sometimes I can be, year after year, the same
I’m that lonely girl in your life..the girl without a name..

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